Thursday, October 10, 2013
Life
Life! It just has a way of getting in the way of all the different ways we want to go doesn't it?
I have been busy with Life since my last post but then I have also been lazy. With all the time I am on my computer, I had forgotten all about my lonely little blog here. Poor thing.
This week opened doors and windows for my darling hubbie and I to talk. We found out that our dear neighbor across the street was diagnosed with cancer and it is not good. Cancer never is. When my hubbie and I found it out, we were reminded of all we went through in 2011 and how to me it was all a blur. My blur started, when I got a phone call from the doctor's office a few days after surgery, that the doctor wanted to see me the next morning. That he told me that I have cancer. From there it was - you need to drink this to have this test, then to drink this other stuff to have another test, then to have a surgery again and then on to chemo and then on to another surgery and wow, where did the year go. It was a blur. The following year (2012) was a year of catching up on all those feelings that my life wouldn't let me or didn't want me to experience the previous year. Sometimes they would hit me out of the blue and sometimes it would be someone mentioning something. Sometimes it was driving by the doctor's office or the hospital on our way to somewhere else. Life, it just has a way of tossing, throwing and knocking you around. You either go with the flow and deal with it the best way you can or you give up. I think I did give up for a while. BUT.... I am done with that and ready to move on! I picked up a job application today and I am feeling more centered in who I am. Yes, I still have a day here or there, and everyone does, I am just glad that I am ready to have more good days than bad. I am tired of the chemo brain and am ready to fight back. Hey, it is MY Life and I am going to live it MY way. I know 2014 is going to be a great year and I am going to get a head start on it. How is next year looking for you?
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