Okay, have you ever had one of those days (I know you have) to where it hits out of nowhere and then everything goes downhill. Nothing specific, just a blue day from nowhere. I had one of those today. It happened “after” I got my bathrooms cleaned, a load of laundry through the washer and dryer and some general picking up. Then it hit – where it came from, who knows, but it did. Now please understand, this is just venting. I am okay with my life and I am ok where we are in this life, today was just too much thinking all at once. I should have hit the pause button.
I wanted to go somewhere, anywhere but why. I didn’t “need” anything, so why spend the money, especially in gas, to drive to town. Then it was “I” wanted to go so “I” could drive and not be chauffeured. It seems where ever we go JP drives or KP (my son) in his vehicle. It doesn’t bother me usually, but today it did. Then I thought, why not, but then I thought why go because the stores would be closing in about 3 hours, I should wait and do a whole day thing, and then it would be worth the gas money. Then there were the thoughts of, I have so much stuff here at home, so why should I go out. I think in the long run I just “needed” to get out of the house. But…. I didn’t. Sooooo… tomorrow with plans or no plans, I AM getting out, even if it was to the library to wander, sit and read. Who cares what I do, I am getting out.
Hope this finds everyone had a great day!
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